♡ Late night thoughts ♡

I really love those people who are just really chill, you know? People who don’t make you feel like you have to read in between all those lines they draw expecting you to surpass all the barriers of their mind. Just be real with me, tell me what you like/dislike honestly, and we’ll work everything…

Boys and words

Most boys see texting as nuisance. Yeah, they’ll text a lot in the beginning when they’re trying to win you over, but it’s not sustainable or realistic to continue at that level indefinitely. In the beginning, it’s all new and fresh and if he’s really into you he will be thinking about you a lot…

Dependent girl

People define dependence as: “an innate emotional attachment need for survival that directly benefits one to have a felt sense of emotional safety and security that lends toward confidence and trust to connect deeply with self and one’s world.” It’s a completely human need to desire, long for and seek out deep emotional connections, comfort…

To my man

Tonight I feel emotionally overwhelmed and have a strong urge to do this. I know usually I talk about relationship issues but I wanted to get a little personal with you all. Well I am tired of being found by men would mean me no good. Tired of being sidelined and bestowed the title of…

I was born to play “housewife”

While my best friend is enjoying her 18’s by going out and meeting new men I’m sitting here dating one, only one. She’s having experiences I’d never try but I like hear about them. Like, “yes, tell me how was your night with that boy. I want details.” I don’t know how to act in…

The dude couldn’t stand me

“As I got to know you over the weeks, I grew to not really like the person I was getting to know.” He said that after we ‘dated’ for maybe two months like what’s your problem? No, not even a “he’s just not that into me” – this was – he’s like seriously, really not…

If all you are offering is sex better  stay away.

Imagine I find a man who’s more interesting in life than he is written on paper? Where an ending isn’t in the foreseeable future. A boy I’d want to keep reading? A real boy. Not fodder to fuel my creative juices… I met a boy once opon a time. He managed to sleep with 3…

To the men who aren’t trash.

In my past, I’ve loved  men like this. The ones who project themselves as easygoing, happy-go-lucky, chilled out and relaxed. I’m not a girl who’d be described as cool. I’m passionate, hot, intense, ready-or-not-here-I-come. There is nothing aspirationally cool or chill about boys like this — a better description would be frozen by fear. Fear to assume something serious. Fear to feel,…

Pro marriage kind of girl

But I’m 18 and showing no signs of stepping up into any kind of relationship because I’m confused right now. In fact, when I say ‘I’m single’ I really mean it untill I feel it’s time to go steady. Time to get real about that. I figure, I’m not really in a real relationship untill…